i have two problems with commissions.
One: the struggle between having my own commissions.
i am afraid that if i have people commission me i wont do a good job and they will hate it.
i am also afraid that ill get to many commissions to the point where i end up getting busy and not doing them.
two: The struggle of wanting to Commission other people. but being to god damn shy to ask.
seriously i keep seeing this one artist post journals about how shes open for commissions. and i seriously want to be like " oh hey can i have a spot?"
but nooooooooooooooo every time i exit out. because im a piece of shit and i im to nervous and awkward to ask.
i mean seriously. it wouldnt be that hard. but still i dont do it.
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