I hate how i feel so left out and un cared for by a lot of my friends. ( more so Internet friends)
I just really want to be apart of something so i can forget about the people who forget about me. i think maybe if i get involved in a deviantart group i could do that but i dont even know what i want anymore.... i just feel so depressed lately about it and its the same couple friends affecting me. i just adore them but they dont give me the same sort of care.
i dont really know anymore maybe i should get involved more on DA and join a group right? but there so many i dont know what to do... i sort of had an idea for a group of my own but at the same time i would need people to help me .... and im worried i wouldnt be active enough sense im always busy.
who knows what ill do maybe i should just quit everything all together and vanish haha